Forever And Always

It's 2 am now.
2 more papers to go;
my batteries are running low.

It's draining all of me...

You seems really tired lately.
I guess your batteries are running low too.
I'll drain all the energy I have left for you, if it could lift your spirits up again...


Went dancing again today. Alone, as always. This might be the last time I'll ever dance in Akasia's badminton hall.

I'm gonna miss it a lot when I leave.
Gonna miss the tall row of mirrors, smooth grey floor and carpeted little stage at the corner.

It's the place that I used to go, seeking solace.
The next best thing I'd found here.

I stayed there for more than 2 hours, repeating routine after routine. It's strange that they didn't tire me out today. Maybe I was just too absorbed, it even made me forget how weary I am, until much later anyway.
It's a good thing no one's there playing badminton, it's always like this during exam period. I could have the whole hall all to myself. ^_^

My personal dance studio for the very last time.

You told me most of the Blackpool dancers are married couples. Yea typical. But I kinda find it really sweet and romantic.

I believe that dancing do cultivate love.
Just as I always believe that dances will only come to life if there is love.

How nice. Husband and wife, with the same passion and aim.

Taylor Swift's "Forever And Always" is oh-so-heartbreaking.
Apparently it was the song she wrote after her painful breakup with Joe Jonas. (according to the press)
Sound like she'll never believe in forever and always anymore.

Baby, what happened? Please tell me
'Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

you didn't mean it baby

Now I see.
Some broken-hearted people write songs.
Some broken-hearted people cry.
And some broken-hearted people bite themselves...

No they ain't mad. Just hurt...

I love "The Best Day". It's pure and sweet. And inspiring. A song she wrote for her mum. At least not all her songs are about boys.. lolx.

And now I know why the all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
For staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say
That I had the best day with you today

One day, I'll write a song for you too, mum.

It's 2 am. I'm holding Yaw Yaw in my arms. It's warmer with him here. Like part of your warmth is here with me, even when you are thousands of miles away.
So I hugged on tighter.

I pray that you are warm and snug too,
sleeping peacefully in your bed through the autumn night.

I wish I could go back to the dance again. And make it last forever.
Back to the days of blue sweater and little black skirt.
Wet pants under the little fragile umbrella. And yet big enough smiles. Rainbow smiles.

*lolx... I'm so random...*

Some people do still believe in forever and always -
Dummy me. ^_^


Don't ask me why I do. I just do.
My love for you could last forever and always...