Catching Up

It had been almost a year since my last blog update. So many things had happened since then, and it just ain't possible to fill you in with all the details now. In brief, I got through my EOS5, went on to continue my phase 2 in University of Tasmania (UTAS)... Didn't like Hobart at first, but now I'm starting to get used to the slow-paced lifestyle and quietness of this little town. It's a really beautiful place, now that I realize. A very peaceful, nourishing environment. Probably better for someone really playful like me (haha) because it helps me focus. I do still miss KL sometimes, especially the food and my friends, and the shopping and singing and mamak sessions... But oh well, life goes on. Everyone had already went on different paths and those great times we had together would just remain as treasured memories now. There are always changes in life, whether or not we welcome them. This I learnt.

For one, I had become very independent these days. Too independent, actually. Never would I have thought that this would be the woman I'll grow up to be. Even as a baby I would cry if I meet strangers; I used to be the girl who is very afraid to be left alone, who would go home every week when I was in college because I'll be homesick, who would not dare to walk alone or say no to something or voice an opinion or stand up to what is right. So i guess this change ain't a bad thing, really. People said I grew really cold and skeptical sometimes, but thing is, I really don't want to be the weak, whimpy little girl I used to be. I do not want to be as easily affected by emotions, situations and people as I was. I need to be harder, tougher, calmer, colder, stronger; which I pretty much learnt the hard way over these few years. Then again, there should probably be a balance in everything, I'll find that. Promise. =)

Please do not worry about me. I will be fine by myself. I always do. I just needed time. I'd always got myself covered. But if anyone of you would like to walk with me, you are always more than welcomed...


Till the next update. Hopefully soon? =) Cheerz!

I may walk alone, but my voice will not be broken. ~ Catherine Morgan