Donde?

Time is running out. It's getting nearer and nearer.
So near I could feel the chill of it against my heart. It's ICY COLD.
And the fear rising in me, could never warm me up a trifle...

Will I die in this cold?

I wanted to run. Away, away and away.
No, there's no where to hide.
There's no where to run. Gotta face it Face it FACE IT.

How am I gonna pass these long, slumberless nights?

And again, I'm tossing and turning in my bed.
Restless thoughts, troubled heartbeats...

When will the day break?

Where art thou, sunlight of the day?

Save me... please.

第三种人生

已经两天了。
那一种难受。
我不解，为什么当一切都一样地运行时，却又不再如从前一样了。回不去了吗？
也许是时候我该学习去习惯了。芷薏的第三种人生。记得吗，我说过的那三个阶段。
没有， 有，然后没有却还有。


感觉是幽幽的。可是我宁愿它可以激烈些。像六月的雨吧！来得快，去得快。

不过它不会。是来得快，来得突如其来了，却会像化为绳索一样，幽幽地捆绑着我。

它不会离去的。你未离去，它已到来。你要是离去，它只会跟随得更紧。幽幽地，缠缠绵绵。


是什么？让我低得很卑微。却又让我从卑微中开出了花来。那花很美。


无言了。怎么了？开不了口。
有些话说不出来。有些话不会说。有些话不该说。那么，不说了，不说了。

在风中抽泣，让风声掩去我的叹息。
在雨中哭泣，让雨滴掩饰我的泪滴。


但愿一觉醒来，会快乐些……

29-12-2008 (Monday)

A little belated post of a special day.



This was the day we accomplished so many things that even I myself was left in awe after the day was over. And such a superb day out too. Though kinda rainy, but the rain always stop in times of need. *Thank God!!!* So much fun I had.





Venue: Clearwater Sanctuary Golf Resort, Batu Gajah.





What we did:

1. Went to the gym.

Tried out every gym facilities there. From the threadmills to the yoga mat!!!

Normally the gym is deserted, and it was too the day we went. So it was like our private gym!!! Cool!!!





2. Went swimming.

In almost all the pools there, except the children's pool. Didn't like the 3 meters deep pool which looks kinda scary and dirty. But the 3 feet pool was cool, complete with a water slide. Played like a little kid. I do love swimming pools sometimes. Lolx... And I do love the refreshing feeling after the swim!!!

What's more, there are no other people in the pool when we were in it!!! Private pool?!





3. Went canoeing!!!

So this was a major victory. And this was the event that I ADORE most!!!

We went just after the rain, and the lake was so cooling and the breeze so refreshing... Ahh... even reminiscing of the event now make me feel so calm and at ease. It was a two-man canoe... with two paddles... whereby both of us have to synchronise our paddling movements to move right...

Even with all the omg-we-are-crashing-quick-paddal-to-the-left-oh-no-too-late-bang-into-the-reeds moments, it was a wonderful experience.



4. Finally, went cycling!!!

It's not your regular bikes. It's a double seater. Super-duper hard to balance on. And again, the synchronising theory. *a great way to 培养默契*

But we got the hang of it in a couple of minutes, and later on, we had so much fun on that thingy. But it's very tiring, especially the going uphill part, almost broke our legs paddling. But after the tiring uphill, then there's a great downhill thrill to experience. And oh wow, it was super THRILLING!!! BREATHTAKING!!! Okay I'm exaggerating, but then again, for someone like me who have speed phobia, it's kinda scar-eeeeeeeeeEEEEE!!! But I didn't feel as scared as I was supposed to be, and I'm sure that's cuz of you there in front of me...^_^ *it'll be bloody scary if I am riding alone*

The bike we rode... ain't it COOL?!!

Went home tired but happy. Sorry for the very typical way I end my post aka little report. But then again, it's a very fitting description... We are happy.

Hola, 2009!!!

Another new year. 2009. Time flies yea? And the digit '9' at the back reminds me that I'll be turning 19 this year. *though that is gonna be 10 months more to go...lolx...*


New Year resolutions? Surely there are loads. Too many for me to list down here one by one. But then again, some are priorities. And also, past promises.

I promised Mum and Dad to pass all my exams. To successfully be a doctor.
I promised Sifu to dance well. To be able to flaunt in latin dance competitions one day in future.
Promised myself to acheive all my dreams...


And for you, the little note of promises. Always kept near to my heart. I'll live up to them, don't worry. You too, take care.

And to Father Lord, always follow the path of righteousness. Living in the light of His words. Not forgetting to pray and give thanks always...


I pray that all will be well.
I pray for a blessed year ahead, for you and for me.
Amen.

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Btw, I got a belated Christmas present from Deutschland!!! * it travelled for 2 weeks to reach my house from there* Weeee..... 2kg of nice Germany chocolates and cute furry animals!!! Hehe... *But what if I got FAT eating all those chocolates?!! All of them are oh-so-tempting!!! *
Never mind I'll share them with people!!! *at least I won't be the only one to get FAT...lolx...*


A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU TO POLAR GOR GOR!!!





The look of it just after I opened the wrappings...
Sorry, but when I recieved it, it's already in a very battered state...

And again, a proof that those authorities are really rough in handling the shipping and mailing of stuff... *the same case with my dance shoes*

Sigh...

These are the contents of my Christmas present!!!
choco, choco and more choco!!! Fruits and Nuts, Yoghurt, mixed flavours, White Chocolate... What's more? Gummy bears and fluffy animals...!!!
Yummylicious rite?!